Today seems to be a busy day for me, I have been on here more today than I usually am, but my mind is still turning as Satan draws me closer to his side. I have watched as Faith has made things clearer and removed the objects of pain from my life. I never had that happen as a christian, and I know for a FACT I never had it before I found true Satanism. True, real and Pure Satanism. Theistic Satanism has been the Salvation of my sanity, as I had came close to the breaking point many times while waiting on bended knees for the Almighty to do anything. He never did, after all, he isnt even really there.
I can tell you who is there though, and his name is Satan. At the risk of sounding nice and rosy I can honestly say I have never felt more at home than I do with Theistic Satanism. NEVER before have I experienced the power of a TRUE Deity, and I was raised in almost as ‘strong’ a religious family as you could get, after all, who takes and excommunicates their children due to their Faith? Draconian whack jobs that who. Today I will expose a hate group that poses the greatest threat to any single Theistic Satanist.
Their is a group that calls themselves Fundamentalist/Independent Baptists. These people do not have any respect whatsoever for personal rights. They are brutal in their doctrine and wicked in their practice. Resembling closely to Hitler Youth, they send their children away to youth camps, geared towards indoctrinating their young into this brainwashed way of thinking, restricting all natural development, and degrading the woman into a lesser being. They do not seem to get the idea of Freedom and Liberty for All, but more seem to only grasp that the church says what you do SO DO IT!! They apply this ill thought out logic into all aspects of life from childhood to adulthood.
I was raised in this atmosphere of guilt, fear and servitude. After all, as the son of a Baptist preacher, I was expected to be the pinnacle of Christian ‘values’ and keep bringing the masses into the church for conversion. Everything from worldly music to movies about anything other than jesus were labeled as Satanic, and we as kids required to answer to the higher power that was not only the all mighty parent, but also the god that even loved us enough to put in his bible that disobedient children were to be stoned by the elders of the city. Not only did this moronic rhetoric get puked from the pulpit every Sunday, but everything else was used as scare tactics to keep the congregation from wandering away from the flock.
While at church I watched as my parents, (they ran the church) played the good family routine, pretending nothing was ever wrong, and all was well at home. Well along with being fearmongers, christians are great at hypocrisy, which is rampant in all FALSE religions. The best example I have is of my father, who, before becoming a pastor was a hard worker. He went to work at 5am and didnt get home till 6pm, and he did it for his family. Then he began to get radical fanatical and other wonderful things you see in Westboro. He mixed his faith into his work, (Which is a big dont in the business world) which got him fired. He then decided that ‘the lord would provide’ and ceased ALL attempts at providing for his family. Even after BANKRUPTCY he was claiming the ‘lord would provide’. I watched my parents fight at home and play nice at church. Thus teaching me the truth behind personal christianity.
Personal christianity is nothing but making yourself appear holy, and better than the common ‘sinner’ that is ‘going to hell’. There is no REAL doctrinal discussions, just justifications from other ‘holy’ sources of their fraudulent beliefs. They lack proof, something that the Church of Theistic Satanism haas an abundance of, and makes it available for growth. Christianity however denies any outside proof that shows them wrong, and even discourages the attending of secular schools, and gaining any scientific, or archeological knowledge…. Why you ask? Thats because somewhere they know they are wrong, and it scares them to death.
I spent my Thursdays going through laundry mats trying to scare poor mothers and families into the church through threats of Hell and Damnation. These people, who didnt even usually have the money to do much of anythig were supposed to now deal with the stress of FEAR of HELL and the evil Satan coming to get them, and their kids. Even Saturday was a day of attack for us, as we went door to door, much like Jehovahs Witnesses spreading the “good news” as they call it. I dont understand to this day what was so good about it, it was just a simply ‘without jesus you will burn in hell forever’ and an invite to the church.
The scariest part of these people though is their desire for power. No matter how ‘meek’ they act, they believe they deserve to control the world, and as a matter of FACT I have a tape where my grandfather tells the congregation that the “church is supposed to tell the state what to do”. They stand by this assumption, forgetting that their basis for this belief is the documents written by the Roman Catholic Church, who at the time was attempting to retain the power it had as the Roman Empire. they claim not to be catholic, but it sure seems that way.
I know this seems as its a rather strange post for me to make, but It has been put on my mind by the Deity to describe more about these people. they are closer to the Westboro Baptist church beliefs than they will ever admit to, and they are always actively growing. they pose a threat to us due to the fact that they see us as evil and enemies. they realize not that in a spiritual battle they would be so far gone that they wouldnt even know what to do.. they have no protection from the power of Satan, as they have no real power. Grant it they do have power in numbers, which presents the presense of thoughtforms and negativity that they create with their prayers… Not only the facct they out number us in the real world by a VAST majority.
The physical threat to the theistic Satanist is minimal, as long as they are not in a group setting. I can imagine the feeling of pride they would have if my obituary suddenly popped up online, as my parents are hoping their god will make good on their pledged death to myself if i ever taught anything other than what the bible says. This was something they prayed to their god for in front of the church the day I became a christian preacher…. Well, I have some news for them, I AINT DEAD YET.
While they sit in their prayer closet, I am proudly spreading the truth behind REAL Faith and Theistic Satanism. They have no idea the spiritual battle they wage…. I do nothing but present the truth and serve the Deity, and they keep hoping that something horrible happens to me to try and bring me back to their god…. They must enjoy the spiritual attacks that come at them, as I do nothing but grow in the Deity their little negativities just bounce off me and go right back to them even worse than they sent to me…. I dont have to curse them at all, they are cursing themselves.
I suppose I am done with this out of the ordinary post for me…. I could tell you where their church is, but Im not that mean am I??
Rev James Nicholson
Church of Theistic Satanism